what does it mean to me?
[i dont know]
but i know what it feels like.
im just floating.
not connected to anything at all.
why do i feel utterly and completely alone?
im unsure & have become unbalanced.
i could tip over at any moment.
that i'm happy.
what does that mean?
its just a word that people fall for.
that people trust in.
just because someone says they're honest doesn't mean they are.
too sick of feeling this way.
and the truth is, i want to cry.
i want to feel any spark at all.
no matter how small.
to take charge.